Why do I do this to myself??

I don't know why I have not learned yet, but I have'nt.

Maybe if I put it in writing I might remember more.

Everytime I go to bed late (which is usually pretty often)

but on a really late night especially...my kids all have a

bad night. Carder wakes up a million times to eat or

whatever, Kamrielle gets a leg ache and needs a corn

bag or she needs a drink. Twice this week Vinnie and I

have stayed up to watch a movie and they were the worst

nights this week. It never fails. BUT the one night this

week we went to bed like at Ten (which is early for us)

it was a great night of sleep and Carder only woke up

once. Kamrielle slept all night. So I need to get to bed

at a decent time and then maybe I won't be dragging

by the weekend. I'm not complaining about

my darling kids just so you know.

Just that I'm lacking sleep!

And who could not love this cute thing??

When I need to get something accomplished like

cooking dinner or something then I can put Carder

in his bumbo with a Gerber biter buiscut and he will

be so good for 45 minutes or so. Yes, it does make a

huge mess, but I'm willing to clean up another mess.

He is concentrating so hard on getting it in the mouth.

He loves them a lot! and the zwieback toast too! They

make him happy, therefore they make me happy!
I promise most of it does go in the mouth. It just looks
like it does'nt. and when he's all done...


he opens his mouth and is looking to get another one.
One is enough though. One mess that is.